Explanations, Regrets, and Excuses AND CONT ROLEPLAYING HH

HIGH SCHOOL HAPPENED OK IM SORRY BUT I THINK THAT THAT IS EXPLANATION ENOUGH

But sincerely, for anyone who reads this blog, I apologize. We were caught up in planning how this would end and I lost track of my characters and who they were and their purposes and personalities. And then freshman year was hard on me in every possible way. Now as Sophmore year ends and I have no plans in sight for the summer Im hoping this will finally come to an end! Shruti has been harping on me about this for a while. Finally being able to come out writer's block has been a relief. I'm still not anywhere close to the level of comfort I used to have with my writing but it's back and I'm glad.

Elliot-
I woke up to find my brother and that woman gone. I had been abandoned, again, I grasped for Eliza, the only person who stayed constant in my life. Cold and distant, a comforting touch point for my sanity. The darkness was comforting for once as I wallowed in the deep sadness that had settled within me. Resignation, is what it's called. It was a type of sadness that you knew wasn't going to get resolved, and so it weighs deeply in your heart and you live with it trying to ignore the chains that drag in he dust behind you.
Eyeing the limp figure beside me I realized, I was always alone. Rion was the head of our household, wielding an unimaginable power; he also had the compassion and justice within him to be a leader of legends. Our eldest beloved sister, Sylvia was adored by all. Graceful, beautiful and motherly, it was no question that Rion admired her. Eliza was also adored and under the constant attention of Sylvia. Reserved and polite she was well-respected by the constant guests of our home. I was smart, and no one wanted me to be smart, because although Rion was the smartest of us all and I could never surpass him in intellect or logic people worried that I would surpass his intellect and succeed the throne. I was shunned and I grew bitter. My siblings never treated me like that, yet they never cared to change it otherwise.
I now stood outside the doors of our home. I watched as the bulky figure of a brief acquaintance lumber towards me. The wind tore at my clothes. Yes, I thought, yes my only friend, the wind, I would love to accompany you but... It seems I have work left to do here. I will accompany you soon, my friend. Soon.

cont roleplaying gg

Sanji -
"Rion!" I exclaimed as he fell flat onto his face. I timidly looked around. That witch and the boy were sleeping in the corner.
I must get Rion away!
I managed to swing Rion's arm around my neck. His tall, slender frame leaned against mine as I unsteadily walked towards the carriage on the other side of the field.
Somehow, he seemed a lot heavier than he looked, and each step that I took seemed to make it even harder.
Will it be easier if I just drag him? He is unconscious after all...
I gently laid him on the ground, then slowly pulled him by the legs.
Aish, Rion! Why do you eat so much?! 
Soon, my back became stiff, and my breath became heavy.
Dark spots.
"N-no. I'm almost there. One more step." I trudged on.
"One more step."
Soon the world became hazy.
Rion...
I slumped to my knees, trying to hold the ground for some support.
As I collapsed on the grass beside Rion, a black feather fluttered down toward me.
Ah...another feather. 
Mother. I smiled, imagining what an angel she must have looked like.
The feather brushed my cheek and lulled me to sleep.
Then the world became black. 

cont roleplaying ff

(Sorry I couldn't update Tuesday!! Summer readings and stuff. They take time. And no I didn't forget. It's just. Sighs. Work. The life of a student.)

Rion-
"One-chan..." I stared blankly at her as she entered the doorway. No... Flashes of a forgotten memory. A different girl. Standing there. Confused, indignant, angry, scolding... and scared. Scared of me. Loneliness. Confusion. Anger. A whirlwind of emotions tumbled around aimlessly in my head. Emotions of a lost boy, sitting with his back against the bloodstained wall.

Everyone has played this game when they were younger. You fling your arms out and spin round and round while the world spins as if it was centered around you. You aren't dizzy anymore. You have become used to the motion of the blurry world that surrounds you.

Then you stop and the world lurches back into place. Back into reality. Back into the present. A sudden dizziness hits you like and earthquake tremor. Everything lurches and tilts. I cried out and fell onto the floor. And darkness consumed me.

Continuation of Apologies

Hiya there!
Sorry for not posting in a while! Well actually, it is Tay's turn right now, sooo.....(POST ALREADY TAY!!). I think we will be able to finish this roleplay by December. We already have about 4 other roleplays going on which Tay will post soon. I think you guys will enjoy reading them because there are a lot of people with very interesting characters haha.
I pretty much have an idea of the rest of this roleplay and how its going to end (though I'm pretty sure it's quite different from Tay's ideas), but I hope we are able to resolve all the issues within the roleplay and reveal all the depths within the characters, if not most by the end of this year. ;)
So sit back and enjoy! We will try to post more often (depending on how our schedules allow us - Tay has already covered this)!
~ Shruti:D

For the rest of summer

I'll be posting every Tuesday and Thursday and maybe on the weekends too. But when school starts I'm probably only going to post once or twice in September, totally forget about this till October, and be like "I should get to this" in November. I want to finish this by December and start a new one for the new year.

So. Well. Our one year anniversary was on the 24th and I'm sorry I didn't post anything special. But I plan to. Sometime in August. For now though. I'll change the picture and the theme which I TOTALLY FORGOT TO CHANGE TO SUMMER *arggg* sorry. I'll go do that now.

                       -Tay (inactiveness sighs)