Elliot-
What? What was his man saying? I-- I am so confused.
A legend? Nii-san? He... has changed, but what?
"Mister.... It may be true that Nii-san has changed but... Who are you to go delving into the backgrounds of the noble families? Who are you to threaten me? The second child, and first ... no second son of a noble family?" I stood brushing my pants of the dust from the floor, glaring at him coldly, come any closer to him, and you'll never receive your information." I turned around to return back to manor, my hands clenched into fists and my teeth clamped together in order to hide the shivering that betrayed my fear.
"Rion, why does Father never come to see me? No matter how much I study, not even on my birthday, not even for special events.
... Does Father hate me?"
He stood up and said, "Well then, let's go ask him." with a comforting smile on his face,
"No Hyung! I--- I'm too afraid. To know the truth."
He turned towards me and ruffled my hair lightly, "Well, I want to know,"
I snuck into the hallway hearing Hyung, in an abnormally formal tone, "Father, please visit Elliot. He has only seen you once throughout his whole lifetime."
"You should not be speaking out of turn Rion." I could feel the slivers of hate from Father's eyes pass through me. These ice slivers that hurt when ever I breathed.
"Then just answer the question! Why do you refuse to see Elliot? Why do you refuse to see your precious genius son?"
A burst of laughter shook Father's perfect form, "Precious? Is that what you thought?" Rion's head jerked to the side, bearing the impact of Father's hand. "I would be happy, if a child like him was never born. A child of misfortune like him."
I gasped, Father, father... He, he just HIT Hyung! I ran in between Father and Hyung, rage and fear coursing through me. "Fa--Father! You do not have my permission to hit Hyung!" my voice shaking as I tackled Father.
And just as quickly I was sprawled on the ice floor, aching everywhere and my tears dripping like snow to the ground.
"Don't touch me you filthy being." He nodded towards the guards who were watching us with unseeing eyes as they took hold of us. His figure continued to descend upon the hall as.... as.... as the one thing I never wanted to admit came true. I'm useless. I'm dirty. I'm stained.
"Rion.... I'm... dirty right? I don't have any right to belong here. No one wants me here. So... I can just leave right?" I looked up from the floor at my beloved hyung's face. No emotion, I smiled. See? Even the person I love the most in the world doesn't care.
"Elliot. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. SHUT UP." His voice echoed around the hall. Not touching me.
"He never loved me Hyung, he never will, he never has. And--- neither will you. I'm nothing more that a child. A simple, stupid child. Who knows nothing. That's fine. Because I am a stupid ignorant useless unneeded child. I serve no purpose in this world."
He looked down at me coldly. "Elliot. Shut. Your. Mouth. You. Know. Absolutely. Nothing." He shook the guards off and sauntered down the hallway.
Was that when he changed? Then.. It's all my fault? Again? Why do I keep on living? I've already proved so many times that it would be so much better with me dead. I don't want to know why he changed, I don't want to know the new Rion Nightray that doesn't remember me. I want to stay the same. I want to live in the past. Please. Let me stay the way I was before and live in my memories, don't taint my beautiful memories of Hyung. Tears dripped down my throat, hidden beneath my collar. I wiped the remains of my tears as I saw the outline of Eliza in the doorway of our home, the home we used to be so happy in, together.
Yea I know it's a long post guys thanks so bearing with us till now!!!!!
